Your ex-lover is dead. Sep 20, 2009

I have the fear that humanity continually rediscovers itself , that each generation is enlightened again ( imagine the earth turning ( from space ) and those on the ground look up to the sun , wrapped in blue and green ) and our children discover that our world is harder or smaller than they thought or perhaps continue to imagine just as we did or do find or lose love or knowledge . and it seems to me that humanity has discovered and will discover more collectively than will ever be possible for one , two , a hundred individuals to completely understand . we are a jerking machine , advancing in sputtering steps , towing the thousand million lines tied to the dead or counter-productive and still encountering the bodies of those who we couldn't hold back and died of dehydration and we find their dried flaking skins and bones clutching manuscripts written in codes they developed to contain their heretic thoughts . the only more frightening thought than "we are repeating ourselves" is "what if we did not? what would we become?

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Stars by Dead Ex-Lover love true road down house news send postcard send dead ex-lover concerned far anymore hurt let because though now okay all enjoyed Unlike other each enjoy order good all are love little new hope anymore speak never lost Everything ghosts memories saw never died beating still heart breathing still dead all after anymore live felt wept dead well might non-existant appeared enough good unfaithful another life gave heart broke all mourned naive forever together lives live supposed Thinking now rotten feel love made air gasping bed naked lover secret thinking likely most time all film romance some watching whilst future discussing sofa sitting mine longer no yours longer no end came eventually set sun much through together happy unbelievably conversation boosting contributions jokes Laughing people full room sun away shining

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Your ex-lover is dead.

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